“While I was a medical student I was the constant victim of an impulse only to learn things out of monographs... and was enthralled by their coloured plates...
In my early youth it had once amused my father
to hand over a book with coloured plates for me and my eldest sister to
destroy. Not easy to justify from the educational point of view! I had
been five years old at the time and my sister not yet three; and the picture
of the two of us blissfully pulling the book to pieces was almost the only
plastic memory that I retained from that period of my life. Then, when
I became a student, I had developed a passion for collecting and owning
books, which was analogous to my liking for learning out of monographs.
I had become a bookworm. I had always , from the time I first began to
think about myself, referred this first passion of mine back to the childhood
memory I have mentioned. And I had early discovered, of course, that passions
often lead to sorrow. When I was seventeen I had run up a largish account
at the bookseller’s and had nothing to meet it with; and my father scarcely
took it as an excuse that my inclinations might have chosen a worse outlet.”